Old porn memories play Peek-a-Boo

Hey,

Today is the forth or fifth day. I have stopped keeping count of exact days, but have a general idea. Today I have a had a few pangs for porn consumption but have been able to get over them, basically whenever I felt like binging I promptly went to r/NoFap the subreddit and read about other folks who are in the same journey or completed it. That seemed to help a lot. And every single time I was able to get over my pangs.

Funnily enough, I am having very very weak morning wood and feeling very horny in the morning. Not sure if it happens to everyone else. Last few days I ended up fantasizing for short amount of time about regular women but refrained from masterbating or having an orgasm. Okay may be i rubbed it once or twice, strictly. But didn’t masterbate, and just got out of bed. The hard on today was very solid but hardly lasting, but the fact that i was trying to not think of sexy stuff may have been the reason behind it.

Another thing that is happening is sometimes whenevee something semi erotic comes up in a movie or series i am watching, sometimes I get flashback about some pretty rough porn I used to see. I am not thinking about them and kicking them out of my head pretty much immediately but clearly they are in there somewhere. Working on getting rid of them.

I’ll keep you guys posted. May be I will do an entry on what my porn habits used to be before I started and how long I have been exposed to online porn.

Cheers

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